Puig De Fontnegra [Album Review]

Puig de Fontnegra blends African cultural heritage with upbeat funky new blends of Latin music resulting to melancholic but oftentimes intoxicating concoctions of world sounds. In their debut album with the single “Different is to be alone”, the group’s various ethnic backgrounds shine to the challenge of cultural globalization. Members originating from Latin America, South Africa and Asia, the musical blend is often confusing that attracts listeners further to the diaspora of cultures.

Okay, okay. It’s hard to describe a non-existent band. Particularly, harder to describe its music without tracks. I was bored today, and decided to follow this simple instruction posted in my friend’s Facebook page.

1. Go to Wikipedia. Hit “Random Article” or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2. Go to “Random quotations” or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3. Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

Puig de Fontnegra is a cool name to name a band if I’m from Latin America or I have been there even once my life. But the name sounds so, how to say, world music genre. Although I like world music, I’d rather have a non-existent reggae band. The quotation I got, on one hand, is pretty sad that contextualizes the present Americans, thus, “to be different is to be alone”. It is quoted from Suzanne Gordon in her article/book entitled, Lonely in America.  The photo credit goes to Scott MacBride, for being the third photo in “explore the last seven days”. His Flickr photostream can be found here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/scottmacbride/. I have no ownership to any of the photos, title or album name.

I know you guys are as bored as I am. Why don’t you try it out? 🙂


3776.24m Up High

I didn’t really know what to expect. I just knew that it is 3776.24m high, the highest mountain I climbed. It is, so far, the only mountain I climbed outside Philippines.

Mt. Fuji or Fujisan is the highest mountain in Japan and people describes it as having “an exceptionally symmetrical cone”. Prior to this climb, I saw Fujisan from bird’s eye view. It was a beautiful sight. I was awed on how perfect its shape is. And was very lucky, to view it with the classic snow on top image.

View of Fujisan from the plane (months ago)

For this trip, we joined the “Sunshine” tour group. It was composed mainly of college students, first time climbers I assumed. They all looked enthusiastic and “genki”. The trip from Osaka to Yamanashi Prefecture took us 10 hours, with several pit stops along the way. Two of my friends joined me in this trip, at first I was thinking of going solo, but I was quite happy that they accompanied me even though one never climbed a mountain in her life and the other have several experienced but still, same as me, not enough to actually know what to expect.

This is us on our way to Fujisan

The climb started from Kawaguchiko 5th Station. Rain was already making its way when we arrived. We changed to our rain gears, had an early dinner and prepped up for the start of the climb.  I am not perfectly packed for this climb, but my gear I think is adequate. I may not have the fancy walking sticks and boot-type hiking shoes, but I have my reliable 30L Dueter bag, my La Fuma comfy shoes, a rain gear, pocket oxygen, 1L of sports drink, trail food and extra windbreaker.

I didn’t expect the 5th station to be as spacious, it was different from the usual drop-off stations in the Philippines. This one is really tourist-friendly. There were several restaurants and omiyage shops. There were also stores to load up with proper gears before starting the ascend. The price is relatively more expensive, so better buy everything you need before your trip. But if you would rather go up with a light pack, then buying drinks up the mountain huts is okay. It costs aroungd 500 yen for a 500ml drinks.

Kawaguchiko 5th Station

Early dinner (part of the tour package)

With our eyesore rain gear

After the prep work, the guide oriented us with the ascend to the 7th station. He said that it will take us roughly 4 hours to ascend, with stop for every 20 minutes. He mentioned to keep paced so as not to over exert the climb. He also mentioned that it will be rather steep and rocky for this part of the climb. I suggest to do some stretching before starting, an important aspect of the climb I neglected to do. Call me lazy, LOL!

Orientation with our guide

For this climb, we took the Yoshida trail. It is as most sites describes the easiest trail up to the summit (I wonder now what “difficult” will be). And it is also the most crowded trail during climbing season (July to August). Starting the trail we were met with mixed of rain and fog. But still the trail is very much visible. The first 20 minutes were easy, to say the least. But as we go further up, the harder it gets. As the sun goes down, some of the excitement I had started to fade. I started to feel uneasy and out of breath. I look at the sight below, and thought that the fog was starting to rise up causing my vision to be unclear. What I wasn’t aware was that the altitude was starting to affect me. This realization hit me when I inhaled my first portable oxygen. After two mouthful, my vision was back to 20/20.

posing with my friend’s Fuji hiking stick

Our guide pointing to an invisible 7th station 😀

Still a long way up

Around 6th station

After the 6th station, that’s when I stopped taking photos. The trail was so steep and rocky, add that it was already pitch dark, it was quite impossible to stop just to camwhore. With exhaustion, I don’t think I have enough energy to lift my arm and push the button. We were the last to arrived at the 7th station. We were quite impaired with one not having her own headlamp and another with altitude sickness. We were exhausted and hungry, both of them immediately slept upon arriving. I ate noodles before going to sleep. It was freezing cold in that area. Unfortunately, my bed space was between two futons. My lower body covered by one while my upper body barely covered by the other. Good thing I brought along a hand warmer, that kept me warm while trying to sleep.

Mountain hut at 7th station

Can you see the space between the two futons, that’s my bed space 😀

After less than an hour of rest, by 1:05am we have to prepare for the ascend to the summit. Both of my companions were hesitating to climb up again. Both think of quitting, they asked me what I think about it, I just said that they are almost there and I cannot decide for the both of them. Along the way, I lost one of my friend. With throngs of climbers making their way to the summit, I have no time to go back and look for her. Luckily, I saw her joining another group. And I learned after the descent that with less than 20 minutes away from the summit, she decided to climb down. So it was just two of us who reached the summit that day. We arrived less than the time expected. It only took us 3 hours to ascend from 7th station to summit. Exhausted, hungry and cold, we waited for the sun to rise.

After seeing the sunrise, I completely forgot my exhaustion. I just stared there for 40 minutes, admiring the span of greatness in front of me. It is not everyday that you have that view. Seeing hundreds of people witnessing the same magnificent sight, I was completely satisfied and contented. Never in my life I have ever dreamed or imagined that I would climb Fujisan. And being up there, I was proud of myself.

The descent is a story on its own. It took us 4 hours from summit to 5th station. I never run out of breath but it definitely semi-busted my knees. Just imagine climbing 1700m up and going down the same distance but now with gravity pulling you down. And the trail sliding your feet almost same as water. But I enjoyed going down the most, seeing people’s proud faces, everyone seemed to be “genki”, laughing and running as they made their way back. I sang a song or two on my way.

I wrote a letter to two of my friends who joined me in this tremendous feat. I told them that climbing is more than reaching the summit, it’s about conquering our fears and insecurities. The challenge, I told them is within our selves. It is about pushing our limits and seeing what we can achieved. And I believe we did achieve something up there. One who had altitude sickness who still reached the summit and the other one who climbed her first ever. For myself, it was about climbing on my own. I always depended on someone whenever I climb. There was always someone pampering me and carrying my load (both literally and figuratively). I always doubt my capacity to achieve something, I always think of quitting even before trying. But this time, I let go of all of that and just climb. I have to be honest, those thoughts occurred to me while ascending, but I pushed it away. And took those small steps that helped me reached my destination.

I conquered Fujisan, and I conquered myself. Banzai!


To help you assist with your climb, here are some sites that helped me prepped up. Of course, the actual experience itself I would say is very different 😀 :

http://fujisan.yamakei.co.jp/en-success.html (English site, this site really helps you ready for your climb, it’s honest and complete)

http://www.japan-guide.com/e/e6901.html (English site, all you need to know about climbing Mt. Fuji)

http://www.travex.jp/fujisan/ (Sunshine tour, Japanese site, I suggest for first time climbers to join tour groups, well, I’m just saying. Lol! Package includes transportation, food, mountain huts, guide, onsen bath, souvenir and certificate)

http://www.weather-forecast.com/locations/Fuji-1/forecasts/latest (English site, it helps to know what weather to expect)

Tokyo Drift: Shin-Osaka/Tokyo in 2 days

The Tokyo trip was short. It was not for fun to begin with. It was school. We went there to visit Ministry of Environment, House Food Corporation, Ministry of Foreign Affairs and JICA. It was more like a courtesy visit to these organizations who have been supporting our programme here in Japan. Our schedule was quite loose so we were able to squeeze in Disneyland (free tickets!), Emperor’s Palace, Sky Tree, Senso-ji and Ginza.

There was lots of walking involved. Japanese loves walking. Various train rides through Tokyo Metro (drained my allowance here). And of course, camwhoring.

The highlight of the trip (besides being in Tokyo) is riding the famous shinkansen. More specifically, riding the Nozomi line! Nozomi is the fastest train service in Japan. One way ticket costs around 14,000 yen, roughly $180 or 7500 Php! It’s almost the same price as plane tickets, the only difference is, this takes you to the main city.

Shinkansen was so amazing. There was big legroom, same as business class! Recline seats! Come on! There’s also a smoking area, vending machine, plane-like toilets and sockets! In short, it was very very comfortable. The only minus to it is that lights are on the whole train ride. Maybe I can suggest plane-like individual lamps? LOL.

However, I don’t suggest Shinkansen for backpackers. Too pricey. But if you have the budget and wished to visit Kanto area and Kansai area. Then Shinkansen is the most convenient way to travel. It took us 3 hours from Shin-Osaka to Tokyo. You can also avail 5-day JR tickets. But for us residing here, that option is not available. JP Pass is only available for tourists. Although we are “tourists”, we don’t have the same amenities. Boo!

We weren’t able to visit the most famous sights in Tokyo like Akihabara, Shinjuku, Harajuku and Shibuya. [Ooops, I forgot! I saw Tokyo Tower from afar. LOL.] But those two days were for me enough. I don’t have the money to travel back that’s why. :p Meals and train rides alone were expensive. Dang! But it was fun. I had fun with my classmates. At least we can already cross out Tokyo in our itinerary. Our one year is almost up! 2 months to go!

So what’s next? MT. FUJI!!!!!

Let’s Join Tim DeChristopher!

Aspiring for cleaner and safer environment is never a crime. When a man is sentenced to federal prison for two years for standing up for his principles that present and future generations deserve better, this man becomes a hero. And that’s what Tim DeChristopher is, our hero. He is one of the countless people who keeps taking action against corporations that relentlessly put profit above environment. He is one of those that believes that environmental justice is core to human rights. He is one of the million people that believes that government should be held accountable in safeguarding our lives.

Tim DeChristopher does not deserve to be imprisoned. But his imprisonment did not in anyway mum his principles. If more, it reverberates his beliefs. You cannot silence a man by putting him in jail. Wrong move mister!

Our role right now is to spread his words and continue his work. If we are already doing the same thing, may his words empower us to act more vigilantly. Let’s escalate our actions so more people would know the environmental injustices that everyone is face with. Let’s Join Tim DeChristopher!


“I Do Not Want Mercy, I Want You To Join Me” by Tim DeChristopher (http://www.countercurrents.org/deChristopher270711.htm)

Thank you for the opportunity to speak before the court. When I first met Mr. Manross, the sentencing officer who prepared the presentence report, he explained that it was essentially his job to “get to know me.” He said he had to get to know who I really was and why I did what I did in order to decide what kind of sentence was appropriate. I was struck by the fact that he was the first person in this courthouse to call me by my first name, or even really look me in the eye. I appreciate this opportunity to speak openly to you for the first time. I’m not here asking for your mercy, but I am here asking that you know me.

Mr. Huber has leveled a lot of character attacks at me, many of which are contrary to Mr. Manross’s report. While reading Mr Huber’s critiques of my character and my integrity, as well as his assumptions about my motivations, I was reminded that Mr Huber and I have never had a conversation. Over the two and half years of this prosecution, he has never asked my any of the questions that he makes assumptions about in the government’s report. Apparently, Mr. Huber has never considered it his job to get to know me, and yet he is quite willing to disregard the opinions of the one person who does see that as his job.

There are alternating characterizations that Mr Huber would like you to believe about me. In one paragraph, the government claims I “played out the parts of accuser, jury, and judge as he determined the fate of the oil and gas lease auction and its intended participants that day.” In the very next paragraph, they claim “It was not the defendant’s crimes that effected such a change.” Mr Huber would lead you to believe that I’m either a dangerous criminal who holds the oil and gas industry in the palm of my hand, or I’m just an incompetent child who didn’t affect the outcome of anything. As evidenced by the continued back and forth of contradictory arguments in the government’s memorandum, they’re not quite sure which of those extreme caricatures I am, but they are certain that I am nothing in between. Rather than the job of getting to know me, it seems Mr Huber prefers the job of fitting me into whatever extreme characterization is most politically expedient at the moment.

In nearly every paragraph, the government’s memorandum uses the words lie, lied, lying, liar. It makes me want to thank whatever clerk edited out the words “pants on fire.” Their report doesn’t mention the fact that at the auction in question, the first person who asked me what I was doing there was Agent Dan Love. And I told him very clearly that I was there to stand in the way of an illegitimate auction that threatened my future. I proceeded to answer all of his questions openly and honestly, and have done so to this day when speaking about that auction in any forum, including this courtroom. The entire basis for the false statements charge that I was convicted of was the fact that I wrote my real name and address on a form that included the words “bona fide bidder.” When I sat there on the witness stand, Mr Romney asked me if I ever had any intention of being a bona fide bidder. I responded by asking Mr Romney to clarify what “bona fide bidder” meant in this context. Mr Romney then withdrew the question and moved on to the next subject. On that right there is the entire basis for the government’s repeated attacks on my integrity. Ambition should be made of sterner stuff, your honor.

Mr Huber also makes grand assumptions about my level of respect for the rule of law. The government claims a long prison sentence is necessary to counteract the political statements I’ve made and promote a respect for the law. The only evidence provided for my lack of respect for the law is political statements that I’ve made in public forums. Again, the government doesn’t mention my actions in regard to the drastic restrictions that were put upon my defense in this courtroom. My political disagreements with the court about the proper role of a jury in the legal system are probably well known. I’ve given several public speeches and interviews about how the jury system was established and how it has evolved to it’s current state. Outside of this courtroom, I’ve made my views clear that I agree with the founding fathers that juries should be the conscience of the community and a defense against legislative tyranny. I even went so far as to organize a book study group that read about the history of jury nullification. Some of the participants in that book group later began passing out leaflets to the public about jury rights, as is their right. Mr Huber was apparently so outraged by this that he made the slanderous accusations that I tried to taint the jury. He didn’t specify the extra number of months that I should spend in prison for the heinous activity of holding a book group at the Unitarian Church and quoting Thomas Jefferson in public, but he says you should have “little tolerance for this behavior.”

But here is the important point that Mr Huber would rather ignore. Despite my strong disagreements with the court about the Constitutional basis for the limits on my defense, while I was in this courtroom I respected the authority of the court. Whether I agreed with them or not, I abided by the restrictions that you put on me and my legal team. I never attempted to “taint” the jury, as Mr Huber claimed, by sharing any of the relevant facts about the auction in question that the court had decided were off limits. I didn’t burst out and tell the jury that I successfully raised the down payment and offered it to the BLM. I didn’t let the jury know that the auction was later reversed because it was illegitimate in the first place. To this day I still think I should have had the right to do so, but disagreement with the law should not be confused with disrespect for the law.

My public statements about jury nullification were not the only political statements that Mr Huber thinks I should be punished for. As the government’s memorandum points out, I have also made public statements about the value of civil disobedience in bringing the rule of law closer to our shared sense of justice. In fact, I have openly and explicitly called for nonviolent civil disobedience against mountaintop removal coal mining in my home state of West Virginia. Mountaintop removal is itself an illegal activity, which has always been in violation of the Clean Water Act, and it is an illegal activity that kills people. A West Virginia state investigation found that Massey Energy had been cited with 62,923 violations of the law in the ten years preceding the disaster that killed 29 people last year. The investigation also revealed that Massey paid for almost none of those violations because the company provided millions of dollars worth of campaign contributions that elected most of the appeals court judges in the state. When I was growing up in West Virginia, my mother was one of many who pursued every legal avenue for making the coal industry follow the law. She commented at hearings, wrote petitions and filed lawsuits, and many have continued to do ever since, to no avail. I actually have great respect for the rule of law, because I see what happens when it doesn’t exist, as is the case with the fossil fuel industry. Those crimes committed by Massey Energy led not only to the deaths of their own workers, but to the deaths of countless local residents, such as Joshua McCormick, who died of kidney cancer at age 22 because he was unlucky enough to live downstream from a coal mine. When a corrupted government is no longer willing to uphold the rule of law, I advocate that citizens step up to that responsibility.

This is really the heart of what this case is about. The rule of law is dependent upon a government that is willing to abide by the law. Disrespect for the rule of law begins when the government believes itself and its corporate sponsors to be above the law.

Mr Huber claims that the seriousness of my offense was that I “obstructed lawful government proceedings.” But the auction in question was not a lawful proceeding. I know you’ve heard another case about some of the irregularities for which the auction was overturned. But that case did not involve the BLM’s blatant violation of Secretarial Order 3226, which was a law that went into effect in 2001 and required the BLM to weigh the impacts on climate change for all its major decisions, particularly resource development. A federal judge in Montana ruled last year that the BLM was in constant violation of this law throughout the Bush administration. In all the proceedings and debates about this auction, no apologist for the government or the BLM has ever even tried to claim that the BLM followed this law. In both the December 2008 auction and the creation of the Resource Management Plan on which this auction was based, the BLM did not even attempt to follow this law.

And this law is not a trivial regulation about crossing t’s or dotting i’s to make some government accountant’s job easier. This law was put into effect to mitigate the impacts of catastrophic climate change and defend a livable future on this planet. This law was about protecting the survival of young generations. That’s kind of a big deal. It’s a very big deal to me. If the government is going to refuse to step up to that responsibility to defend a livable future, I believe that creates a moral imperative for me and other citizens. My future, and the future of everyone I care about, is being traded for short term profits. I take that very personally. Until our leaders take seriously their responsibility to pass on a healthy and just world to the next generation, I will continue this fight.

The government has made the claim that there were legal alternatives to standing in the way of this auction. Particularly, I could have filed a written protest against certain parcels. The government does not mention, however, that two months prior to this auction, in October 2008, a Congressional report was released that looked into those protests. The report, by the House committee on public lands, stated that it had become common practice for the BLM to take volunteers from the oil and gas industry to process those permits. The oil industry was paying people specifically to volunteer for the industry that was supposed to be regulating it, and it was to those industry staff that I would have been appealing. Moreover, this auction was just three months after the New York Times reported on a major scandal involving Department of the Interior regulators who were taking bribes of sex and drugs from the oil companies that they were supposed to be regulating. In 2008, this was the condition of the rule of law, for which Mr Huber says I lacked respect. Just as the legal avenues which people in West Virginia have been pursuing for 30 years, the legal avenues in this case were constructed precisely to protect the corporations who control the government.

The reality is not that I lack respect for the law; it’s that I have greater respect for justice. Where there is a conflict between the law and the higher moral code that we all share, my loyalty is to that higher moral code. I know Mr Huber disagrees with me on this. He wrote that “The rule of law is the bedrock of our civilized society, not acts of ‘civil disobedience’ committed in the name of the cause of the day.” That’s an especially ironic statement when he is representing the United States of America, a place where the rule of law was created through acts of civil disobedience. Since those bedrock acts of civil disobedience by our founding fathers, the rule of law in this country has continued to grow closer to our shared higher moral code through the civil disobedience that drew attention to legalized injustice. The authority of the government exists to the degree that the rule of law reflects the higher moral code of the citizens, and throughout American history, it has been civil disobedience that has bound them together.

This philosophical difference is serious enough that Mr Huber thinks I should be imprisoned to discourage the spread of this idea. Much of the government’s memorandum focuses on the political statements that I’ve made in public. But it hasn’t always been this way. When Mr Huber was arguing that my defense should be limited, he addressed my views this way: “The public square is the proper stage for the defendant’s message, not criminal proceedings in federal court.” But now that the jury is gone, Mr. Huber wants to take my message from the public square and make it a central part of these federal court proceedings. I have no problem with that. I’m just as willing to have those views on display as I’ve ever been.

The government’s memorandum states, “As opposed to preventing this particular defendant from committing further crimes, the sentence should be crafted ‘to afford adequate deterrence to criminal conduct’ by others.” Their concern is not the danger that I present, but the danger presented by my ideas and words that might lead others to action. Perhaps Mr Huber is right to be concerned. He represents the United States Government. His job is to protect those currently in power, and by extension, their corporate sponsors. After months of no action after the auction, the way I found out about my indictment was the day before it happened, Pat Shea got a call from an Associated Press reporter who said, “I just wanted to let you know that tomorrow Tim is going to be indicted, and this is what the charges are going to be.” That reporter had gotten that information two weeks earlier from an oil industry lobbyist. Our request for disclosure of what role that lobbyist played in the US Attorney’s office was denied, but we know that she apparently holds sway and that the government feels the need to protect the industry’s interests.

The things that I’ve been publicly saying may indeed be threatening to that power structure. There have been several references to the speech I gave after the conviction, but I’ve only ever seen half of one sentence of that speech quoted. In the government’s report, they actually had to add their own words to that one sentence to make it sound more threatening. But the speech was about empowerment. It was about recognizing our interconnectedness rather than viewing ourselves as isolated individuals. The message of the speech was that when people stand together, they no longer have to be exploited by powerful corporations. Alienation is perhaps the most effective tool of control in America, and every reminder of our real connectedness weakens that tool.

But the sentencing guidelines don’t mention the need to protect corporations or politicians from ideas that threaten their control. The guidelines say “protect the public.” The question is whether the public is helped or harmed by my actions. The easiest way to answer that question is with the direct impacts of my action. As the oil executive stated in his testimony, the parcels I didn’t bid on averaged $12 per acre, but the ones I did bid on averaged $125. Those are the prices paid for public property to the public trust. The industry admits very openly that they were getting those parcels for an order of magnitude less than what they were worth. Not only did those oil companies drive up the prices to $125 during the bidding, they were then given an opportunity to withdraw their bids once my actions were explained. They kept the parcels, presumably because they knew they were still a good deal at $125. The oil companies knew they were getting a steal from the American people, and now they’re crying because they had to pay a little closer to what those parcels were actually worth. The government claims I should be held accountable for the steal the oil companies didn’t get. The government’s report demands $600,000 worth of financial impacts for the amount which the oil industry wasn’t able to steal from the public.

That extra revenue for the public became almost irrelevant, though, once most of those parcels were revoked by Secretary Salazar. Most of the parcels I won were later deemed inappropriate for drilling. In other words, the highest and best value to the public for those particular lands was not for oil and gas drilling. Had the auction gone off without a hitch, it would have been a loss for the public. The fact that the auction was delayed, extra attention was brought to the process, and the parcels were ultimately revoked was a good thing for the public.

More generally, the question of whether civil disobedience is good for the public is a matter of perspective. Civil disobedience is inherently an attempt at change. Those in power, whom Mr Huber represents, are those for whom the status quo is working, so they always see civil disobedience as a bad thing. The decision you are making today, your honor, is what segment of the public you are meant to protect. Mr Huber clearly has cast his lot with that segment who wishes to preserve the status quo. But the majority of the public is exploited by the status quo far more than they are benefited by it. The young are the most obvious group who is exploited and condemned to an ugly future by letting the fossil fuel industry call the shots. There is an overwhelming amount of scientific research, some of which you received as part of our proffer on the necessity defense, that reveals the catastrophic consequences which the young will have to deal with over the coming decades.

But just as real is the exploitation of the communities where fossil fuels are extracted. As a native of West Virginia, I have seen from a young age that the exploitation of fossil fuels has always gone hand in hand with the exploitation of local people. In West Virginia, we’ve been extracting coal longer than anyone else. And after 150 years of making other people rich, West Virginia is almost dead last among the states in per capita income, education rates and life expectancy. And it’s not an anomaly. The areas with the richest fossil fuel resources, whether coal in West Virginia and Kentucky, or oil in Louisiana and Mississippi, are the areas with the lowest standards of living. In part, this is a necessity of the industry. The only way to convince someone to blow up their backyard or poison their water is to make sure they are so desperate that they have no other option. But it is also the nature of the economic model. Since fossil fuels are a limited resources, whoever controls access to that resource in the beginning gets to set all the terms. They set the terms for their workers, for the local communities, and apparently even for the regulatory agencies. A renewable energy economy is a threat to that model. Since no one can control access to the sun or the wind, the wealth is more likely to flow to whoever does the work of harnessing that energy, and therefore to create a more distributed economic system, which leads to a more distributed political system. It threatens the profits of the handful of corporations for whom the current system works, but our question is which segment of the public are you tasked with protecting. I am here today because I have chosen to protect the people locked out of the system over the profits of the corporations running the system. I say this not because I want your mercy, but because I want you to join me.

After this difference of political philosophies, the rest of the sentencing debate has been based on the financial loss from my actions. The government has suggested a variety of numbers loosely associated with my actions, but as of yet has yet to establish any causality between my actions and any of those figures. The most commonly discussed figure is perhaps the most easily debunked. This is the figure of roughly $140,000, which is the amount the BLM originally spent to hold the December 2008 auction. By definition, this number is the amount of money the BLM spent before I ever got involved. The relevant question is what the BLM spent because of my actions, but apparently that question has yet to be asked. The only logic that relates the $140,000 figure to my actions is if I caused the entire auction to be null and void and the BLM had to start from scratch to redo the entire auction. But that of course is not the case. First is the prosecution’s on-again-off-again argument that I didn’t have any impact on the auction being overturned. More importantly, the BLM never did redo the auction because it was decided that many of those parcels should never have been auctioned in the first place. Rather than this arbitrary figure of $140,000, it would have been easy to ask the BLM how much money they spent or will spend on redoing the auction. But the government never asked this question, probably because they knew they wouldn’t like the answer.

The other number suggested in the government’s memorandum is the $166,000 that was the total price of the three parcels I won which were not invalidated. Strangely, the government wants me to pay for these parcels, but has never offered to actually give them to me. When I offered the BLM the money a couple weeks after the auction, they refused to take it. Aside from that history, this figure is still not a valid financial loss from my actions. When we wrote there was no loss from my actions, we actually meant that rather literally. Those three parcels were not evaporated or blasted into space because of my actions, not was the oil underneath them sucked dry by my bid card. They’re still there, and in fact the BLM has already issued public notice of their intent to re-auction those parcels in February of 2012.

The final figure suggested as a financial loss is the $600,000 that the oil company wasn’t able to steal from the public. That completely unsubstantiated number is supposedly the extra amount the BLM received because of my actions. This is when things get tricky. The government’s report takes that $600,000 positive for the BLM and adds it to that roughly $300,000 negative for the BLM, and comes up with a $900,000 negative. With math like that, it’s obvious that Mr Huber works for the federal government.

After most of those figures were disputed in the presentence report, the government claimed in their most recent objection that I should be punished according to the intended financial impact that I intended to cause. The government tries to assume my intentions and then claims, “This is consistent with the testimony that Mr. DeChristopher provided at trial, admitting that his intention was to cause financial harm to others with whom he disagreed.” Now I didn’t get to say a whole lot at the trial, so it was pretty easy to look back through the transcripts. The statement claimed by the government never happened. There was nothing even close enough to make their statement a paraphrase or artistic license. This statement in the government’s objection is a complete fiction. Mr Huber’s inability to judge my intent is revealed in this case by the degree to which he underestimates my ambition. The truth is that my intention, then as now, was to expose, embarrass and hold accountable the oil industry to the extent that it cuts into the $100 billion in annual profits that it makes through exploitation. I actually intended for my actions to play a role in the wide variety of actions that steer the country toward a clean energy economy where those $100 billion in oil profits are completely eliminated. When I read Mr Huber’s new logic, I was terrified to consider that my slightly unrealistic intention to have a $100 billion impact will fetch me several consecutive life sentences. Luckily this reasoning is as unrealistic as it is silly.

A more serious look at my intentions is found in Mr Huber’s attempt to find contradictions in my statements. Mr Huber points out that in public I acted proud of my actions and treated it like a success, while in our sentencing memorandum we claimed that my actions led to “no loss.” On the one hand I think it was a success, and yet I claim it there was no loss. Success, but no loss. Mr Huber presents these ideas as mutually contradictory and obvious proof that I was either dishonest or backing down from my convictions. But for success to be contradictory to no loss, there has to be another assumption. One has to assume that my intent was to cause a loss. But the only loss that I intended to cause was the loss of secrecy by which the government gave away public property for private profit. As I actually stated in the trial, my intent was to shine a light on a corrupt process and get the government to take a second look at how this auction was conducted. The success of that intent is not dependent on any loss. I knew that if I was completely off base, and the government took that second look and decided that nothing was wrong with that auction, the cost of my action would be another day’s salary for the auctioneer and some minor costs of re-auctioning the parcels. But if I was right about the irregularities of the auction, I knew that allowing the auction to proceed would mean the permanent loss of lands better suited for other purposes and the permanent loss of a safe climate. The intent was to prevent loss, but again that is a matter of perspective.

Mr Huber wants you to weigh the loss for the corporations that expected to get public property for pennies on the dollar, but I believe the important factor is the loss to the public which I helped prevent. Again, we come back to this philosophical difference. From any perspective, this is a case about the right of citizens to challenge the government. The US Attorney’s office makes clear that their interest is not only to punish me for doing so, but to discourage others from challenging the government, even when the government is acting inappropriately. Their memorandum states, “To be sure, a federal prison term here will deter others from entering a path of criminal behavior.” The certainty of this statement not only ignores the history of political prisoners, it ignores the severity of the present situation. Those who are inspired to follow my actions are those who understand that we are on a path toward catastrophic consequences of climate change. They know their future, and the future of their loved ones, is on the line. And they know were are running out of time to turn things around. The closer we get to that point where it’s too late, the less people have to lose by fighting back. The power of the Justice Department is based on its ability to take things away from people. The more that people feel that they have nothing to lose, the more that power begins to shrivel. The people who are committed to fighting for a livable future will not be discouraged or intimidated by anything that happens here today. And neither will I. I will continue to confront the system that threatens our future. Given the destruction of our democratic institutions that once gave citizens access to power, my future will likely involve civil disobedience. Nothing that happens here today will change that. I don’t mean that in any sort of disrespectful way at all, but you don’t have that authority. You have authority over my life, but not my principles. Those are mine alone.

I’m not saying any of this to ask you for mercy, but to ask you to join me. If you side with Mr Huber and believe that your role is to discourage citizens from holding their government accountable, then you should follow his recommendations and lock me away. I certainly don’t want that. I have no desire to go to prison, and any assertion that I want to be even a temporary martyr is false. I want you to join me in standing up for the right and responsibility of citizens to challenge their government. I want you to join me in valuing this country’s rich history of nonviolent civil disobedience. If you share those values but think my tactics are mistaken, you have the power to redirect them. You can sentence me to a wide range of community service efforts that would point my commitment to a healthy and just world down a different path. You can have me work with troubled teens, as I spent most of my career doing. You can have me help disadvantaged communities or even just pull weeds for the BLM. You can steer that commitment if you agree with it, but you can’t kill it. This is not going away. At this point of unimaginable threats on the horizon, this is what hope looks like. In these times of a morally bankrupt government that has sold out its principles, this is what patriotism looks like. With countless lives on the line, this is what love looks like, and it will only grow. The choice you are making today is what side are you on.